Once in a while, I question my feelings, for I do not understand love.
I wonder if my happiness is far fetched.
I believe in you, in giving you more chances.
Why?
For some reason, I know things aren’t going to be easy for me, and I have a desire to overcome the pain I feel.
One thing I know about you is that you’re driven, successful, and that’s what I loved about you from the start. It’s not easy, dating someone so passionate and busy, and trying to find time for us. I am at the same time happy and sad because love makes me nervous.
I listen to stories of happiness, and I do not realize I have everything to be happy.
I am troubled and cannot find peace, and this is what I want to change inside me, this low self-esteem, and lack of understanding.
Knowing that I need your help, knowing that you can push me to be great, if we help each other, we can go somewhere magical.
I am strong and weak, and I can’t tolerate the idea of letting go.
Jude 