it’s an ugly
deceiving world
we live in
ugliness roams
inside our hearts
my life is consuming me
like a cigarette
I burn between its lips
and I let burn
those who inhale me
I leave nothing but stains
inside their hearts
for I am a stain myself
locked up behind
a beautiful presence
and deep inside
I’m nothing but
a beautiful mess.
I got a beagle, I named her Stella
she was 6 month old
and she’s been with me for 5 days now
and I’m already tired
I’m not used to running around and walking everyday
but I should get used to it.
If only, I can learn how to train her
or get help
I want to be able to have time for myself without her being sad
She’s so cute and she always wants love and attention
even if i take her out with the kids and spend 2 hours running and playing
Jude 